Sometimes I get this really weird gut feeling.
A familiar gut feeling.
Not a bad one but definitely one that I remember. And it makes me feel a little sad but mostly hopeful.
I appreciate being able to feel this and to know where it stems from :)
Apparently getting so high that I can’t tell if life is real or just a dream is my new thing now.
Too bad it feels like I’m going to die every time.
And apparently THAT just means that I feel unsafe.
Got so high the sound of my friends’ voice was physically hurting me. Omfg
- (via modelissue)
- And I’m sorry (via biscuitchai)
Ever since my sister left I’ve been trying to keep myself super busy to keep my mind off of it.
I miss her terribly because she was like a mother to me. Before this time, I honestly cannot remember when I saw her last.
Thinking about her makes me cry.
K.Flay and all her accuracy, ugh.
Spending time with my best guy confuses the hell out of me. I always have a hard time differentiating my feelings for him.
Sometimes I can’t tell if what I’m saying is how I really feel or if I’m trying really hard to convince myself and others that it is real.